To keep coming back to the mind of someone especially in a way that makes the person sad or upset
Almost every night I'll be in this situation where it's slowly became uncontrollable.
Without any permissions, Images, voices, thoughts, they creep into my mind from nowhere.
I can't find words to replace what I'm feeling right now.
They like disease, killing my immune system, eaten up every good pieces I got.
Or they'll like bacteria, virus, slowly eaten up my brain.
I'm exhausted with uncontrollable emotions. I'm tighted up with emotions rope, I can't breath.
I want to scream, but there's no voice coming out.
I want to cry out loud, but my tears all dried up.
I want to run, escape and hide, but where is my sanctuary ?
Listen no more to your words, because, every time I'll need to take the consequences of being "haunted".
Elimination is the hardest part. You'll be eliminate if youre not good enough, not up to their expectation, and you're in different range different frequency.
I think I'm being eliminated by you. Because I no longer your "everything".
It'll be better if I never meet you, we never bump into the same uni and same course, things will be so different right now.
You'll have your life, and I'll have mine.
Now, enough is enough. I don't find it useful for having this emotional thoughts and unwanted thinking ruined my daily life. I need to shut it all down. Shut down my emotional factory.
"Haunted" will be no more.
